Purple Simplicity

Sweet Dreams are made of… <3

Today I’ve Dreamed with you.


- Did you came back for me? - I asked
- Yes! - You said 

Together we walked in that florest that I never saw before;
Suddenly began to snow, so magical <3
I could see our colors in the sky, purple and green dancing together
Aurora Borealis. - You said
It was the sign I asked
I could smell you ”Only the Brave” almost seemed real.
I touched your hair ”ohh how I love your hair” and kiss your lips soft.
I’ll be waiting for you. - I said!
You smiled at me and disappeared with our colors in the sky.
I feel that time would be the last time I would see your beautiful brown eyes again.

Jeg elsker Roger Rakettkirurg Grønning

The Melody of Love

Its being a long time since my last post here, and a lot have changed in me and in my life. 
Today i saw my first post and it made me cry, how silly a human been can be when is in love, But it’s a good silly :)

Never Regret Loving someone thats what I think and alway love the most you can , if its not enough for the other person is becouse you where not meant to be, but never regret giving your best your heart and your soul.

back then at summer of 2010 a guy made me the most happiest person in this wolrd, this is me thanking him for making me who I am today.

Roger Rakettkirurg Grønning

I miss you <3 

You brought light  when you came to my life and darkness when you left it.

I am sorry for not knowing how to love you the way you deserved it, and you sure deserved it.

I was a child and silly, but I loved you the best way I knew, today I can say: I Loved you the most i could.

I miss those days that i was happy with you.

I remember when You found me, I was so lost and You became my guiding light, so beautifull and full of happiness.

I saw in you eyes pain, that others gave you, but also so much life and love. I was not wrong .

I promissed myself that day that i would never hurt You. I was wrong.

Hurting You, I’ll never forgive myself for that, even if I only did it couse I didn’t know how to deal with all those fellings that i creat for you.

I’m not saying that I’m less guilty becouse of that. 

I miss You.

I miss your brown eyes and the way you used to look at me.

I miss the way You used to kiss me and touch my hair.

I miss your arms, to lay on them.

I miss our conversations on the web cam. the many times you went to bed with me even being more then 4000 km  away.

I can´t explain in words how much my heart is missing yours. Its hard talking about such a unique person and such a unique relation ship as ours.

I miss You; my heart miss you and thinking that i didnt kissed you enough, that i didnt hugged you enough,  and loved you enough, kills me inside a little everyday.
Thinking that i´ll never see you again is suicide.

Wherever You are I hope you can forgive me someday for all the pain I gave You and remember our good moments only. 

Maybe we meet in the other life.

Always Yours.